Hey y'all,
I haven't blogged for a long time, srry for that!
I'm kinda emotional right now and that's why I need to write down my thoughts somewhere because it feels like no one will understand it anyways when I try to talk to them about it.
It's a kinda rough time for me right now. You know I had some troubles with my friends when I came back from the USA and I'm more than happy that I also found new ones, which are totally different from the old ones. I don't know how to describe it but it feels like my old friends went on with their lives and got used to the fact that I haven't been there for almost a year. Now, everyone is doing something seperately on the weekend, I'm always the one asking them if they want to do something and most of the time they say no. It seems like they got comfortable and it's killing me. With my new friends a new chapter began and with them everything is fine, but with the old ones it's still sooooo different and I want to go back to the way I used to know them, but I know it's not gonna happen. I have trouble accepting that for a long time now and it will still take while for me to learn how to work with that, I guess...
See ya.
Luisa
