Samstag, 14. März 2015

What's happening?

Hey y'all,
I haven't blogged for a long time, srry for that!
I'm kinda emotional right now and that's why I need to write down my thoughts somewhere because it feels like no one will understand it anyways when I try to talk to them about it.
It's a kinda rough time for me right now. You know I had some troubles with my friends when I came back from the USA and I'm more than happy that I also found new ones, which are totally different from the old ones. I don't know how to describe it but it feels like my old friends went on with their lives and got used to the fact that I haven't been there for almost a year. Now, everyone is doing something seperately on the weekend, I'm always the one asking them if they want to do something and most of the time they say no. It seems like they got comfortable and it's killing me. With my new friends a new chapter began and with them everything is fine, but with the old ones it's still sooooo different and I want to go back to the way I used to know them, but I know it's not gonna happen. I have trouble accepting that for a long time now and it will still take while for me to learn how to work with that, I guess...

See ya.
Luisa

Sonntag, 11. Januar 2015

2015 begins...

Hey y'all!
I hope you had a great new years eve! My year started quite nice, everything seems fine except that I don't have that much contact right now to my American friends. I don't know why, though. Maybe it's because it has been a very busy time, lately, I really don't know. But hopefully, it will get better soon and I can facetime with some of them again! :)
Two months ago this might have caused me depressions but right now I'm happy and it doesn't bother me that much because I'm busy as well. 

Four more weeks to go and then there is winter break! Two more exams and the first semester is done!!! Finally!!!
Also something I am looking forward is my USA trip in the summer!!!! Finally, I'm done planning my "Comeback" and booked the trip. First of all I will visit friends and hostfamily in Charlottesville and after that I will travel to D.C, Philadelphia, NYC, LA, Las Vegas etc. I can't wait, I am so excited! :)
I hope, you are doing fine.

Love, Luisa